Loosing him...
...loosing him isnt at all pleasant I have to admit. with those whom i have lost before, there was a certain lyricalness(???) about it all. there was this inspiring feeling, a sadness of some intresting hue.. it kept me alive almost. it was an emotion after all. just knowing that i was capable of this sadness somehow kept me interested. it was a reason for reading/writing poetry, a way of "enjoying" TSM (bkz. Hasret-Munir Nurettin) etc... you know what i mean. its not the fall that hurts.
but with him.. with him it doesnt help to try to run away with Volcanoes or Butterflies. with him, i have hit the floor.
but with him.. with him it doesnt help to try to run away with Volcanoes or Butterflies. with him, i have hit the floor.
posted by irem at 4/20/2006 04:24:00 PM
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saddness somehow kept me interested...
haklisin bazen bilincli bazen bilincsiz hissetmek istiyrm ama sebebini bilemiyrm. belki yasama istegi belki hissetme(!) istegi. her
istegin sonunda da bencil simarikligimiz sonucunda daha cok sey istiyrz ... en kolay da kendimizi hissetmedigimize inandirmak oluyr galiba. ..
butun herseye ragmen "we all want to hit the floor somehow" umarim mutlu olursun deil ; mutlu olursun :=)
"birine ne kadar da benziyoruz demek
kotu bi sey gibi geliyor kulaga "
kotu degil galiba ...
bartan ...
seviyom seni bartan. daha ne diyim.
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