specs

yesterday on the walk home, i have thought about what i want. or rather updated my specifications in the light of the latest events.

i would like someone for life. not right now, but at some point.

i would like someone who knows (pls select a nontrivial subset of the list below):

• what i have done in my previous birthday
• my favorite beers
• my close relationship with my waxer
• what i think is good for everything (headache, bad stomach, hangover...)
• why i have a sympathy for astrology
• how i come the best
• why i do not believe
• what i believe in
• where i want to go
• ...
  

someone who has tolarence for (select all :) :

• half an hour after a bad day at work for me to change my mood
• my love for my country and nation
• my absolute respect of my parents, despite all the conflicts
• my absolute love of humanity, despite history
  
• my endless desire to explore
• my childish impatience about events
  
• my far-fetched patience about people
  
• my being late everywhere as a rule
• how extremely careless i can behave on practical matters
  
• how clumsy i can be
• my detachments, knowing i will come back
• ...
  
• and possibly my inwired emotional package for long, dark-haired men

i would like someone who knows.. a relationship for life is not one that is simply living together a whole life. but rather sharing experiences the whole life long, and respecting each other a whole life long and finally keeping the love alive. it is all in the manner of doing things, and not in the deeds themselves.

someone who is not loyal to me, but loyal to me more than to anybody else. someone who thinks of me as being beside him (not behind, not far away), when he is making judgements. someone who would be ready to do anything for me as much as he would be ready to do anything against me.

and finally someone who shares my interest in (one or more of the below;):

• mathematics and computer science
• philosophising through observations on people's lives
• long meals with wine and many friends
• world affairs
• (more?)