Draft post from 10/30/06-

To feel invincible

a night like this. the magic of living the unimagined. smoked 4 davidoff slims. drank a bit liquor. had walnuts with chicken. all for the good. all. i am invincible. i am in love with my life. so crazy that sounds. i laugh, i laugh often. what else could i want?
seems when you know what is at the bottom. when you have seen it. it kind of sets you free. so cheesy, but true. i have lost all, i know what it means. i know what it means to lose your pride, your dignity, your hopes, your belief, your strength... so now it is time to take it all as it comes. no big expectations, no big claims nor predictions.

just love the way.