time and time again

one of those days when you just want to lie down and close your eyes. no sound. not even birds singing or your loved one whispering. just quiet. it feels like a long day although i showed up at 11. i remade the whole paper. it rained. i destroyed my helicopter, it now spins wildly on its own axis. ah i want no one no one at this moment.
now i shall begin on a new problem. hard with a headache. however tiny.
i want to continue working.